What happened to the times? Is it over?

Does being here means I can't spend time with two of my favourites cousins? The last time I spent time with them was 2004... It has been 3 years... I can't spend time with them... I remembered we used to sing songs together, danced on the bed and jumped to lay down, and we'll laugh... Now I hate them... They're always together for one week every year, I'll be the only one left out. I can't tell my parents that I want to go home quick to spend time with them, because my parents hate the duo... The same song is beating my eardrums... My 2 cousins have no internet access and don't know about this blog... I don't know whether they're reading my blog or not ... not even my elder cousin.. i don't think he care. Good-bye to the times...~