SCHOOL!!!! Final Year Exam... But... *sigh*

School exam after PMR... But... I'll be wasting another month... a month and a half actually... I don't want to go to school after I got all my marks and report card... I will call my relatives... And return after I can... Which is... My time is disrupted by the piano lesson... (Sigh). I always wanted to go home... But... Now I think... after spending a long time here, maybe after sometimes... I won't have the time to go back... This will be my home... no more the neighbouring country... After all I did... Dad said if I study hard and score well for the test... I can go back... But now... Even though I score 521 out of 900... Which is the 'good' in our Form 1 standard... (LoL) But, because of piano class...I'm coming back on December... I wasted a month for a once-a-week-stupid-piano class... I loved piano.. and it's not time for me to quit...yet. It will be worthless if I quit now... So I swear I won't... But...I really want to go back... If I go for more than one month... I will have to pay another 185 bux... But Mum...as usual... stingy as ever... She said..."Do you really want to go or not?!" Which means... Do I really want to go to paino class... ask that to myself... What comes out is... CONFUSION... GEt iT?! DARN IT!!! Is this what it takes to be me?! Then.. If I could choose... I won't choose to be me... >.<>.<