Braces - Day 8 ~ Cry... cry... and EDOINK??

Ah... early morning...woke up... so damn excited... haih... I thought I'm going to get a Clavinova to practice, or a Guinea Pig, or another Syrian Hamster for Fluffy's mate... but what I got is a Converse bag... and Esprit garments... The Clavinova... I can't get it now, my parents don't want to buy one, they're afraid I might get bored after learning piano for a few months, it's partially my fault. I'm always doing my tasks the half-past six way... So that makes my Dad not convinced... He said I can't guarantee anything by words... yeah... But I'm really interested in piano... Maybe he don't know my dreams to compose songs... I really wish to do so.. but I've got no instrument that I'm able to play with... He said he's going to see whether I'm really interested or not... because that Clavinova cost thousands, he don't want to waste that much money on something which I might got bored off...(wrong grammar?? don't mind that...) Okay, fine, I can understand the pirce is shooting like an india rubber ball...But my teacher says I will need a piano once I started playing songs... I'm in Grade 1, I just begin, don't laugh... I'm currently practising Sandman's Lullaby... but everytime I go for music class, 20 minutes is used for practising the last weeks stuff, that means, only 10 minutes left for new lessons, and I've got to do the theory too... so... 5 minutes for each theory and practical... How am I supposed to go advanced??? Like Grade 2?? I mean, they don't know I already learn the basics in school, I don't dare to tell the teacher... I'm such a chicken... Yeah, still, I hope, really hope, my Dad's mind would link up to mine, maybe he don't understand me... let's just wait and see... ah yes... EDOINK...suddenly EDOINK came up a few minutes ago... well... Okay, this EDOINK seems nice, but when you're a close friend, she will beat you up when she's not satisfied with you... (take a deep breath) Well, EDOINK is a pain on the butt.... for real, but, she's still my classmate, ans she sits right behind me, I just can't ignore her everytime she asks questions... and I regret thereatheing her the other day... It makes her afraid of me... I really hope I could turn back time and talk properly to her, not in a harsh manner. It's too late... but still... she used to be my best friend, until she became a troublesome girl... Ok... braces don't hurt anymore.... still 496 days before it's taken off....I wonder how will I look...