So...another 490 days to look better... Yeah..today's subject, LIFE IS REALLY BORING!!!! I can fantasize about a so....Puuuuuuuuuurfect world I always wanted... But I can't change my real life... The real world... I just feel I can't face reality..I'll be running away from it... Everytime there's something new, I'll be the first one to be chickened... Yeah... Laugh about it... Sometimes...it's just..well...nevermind... Listening to YUI's song... Titled LIFE... there's a part saying... "I can change my life...!!!" But I can't... It's not me who decide...So, I do what I'm supposed to do... which is sometimes my decision... (I know you're thinking : What a confusing post...) Yes...not only this post is confusing... If you sit before you sleep every single night, and think what you had done today, everything, the embarassing stuff, the good stuff, the bad....etc. Then... you'll think your life is ridiculous... It's like a merry go round to me... always spinning...non-stop... it will stop when you're the only one left on it... By that time, nothing will happen, everything will so quiet... And you realise....life is over... nothing left to do...NOTHING and absulotely NOTHING.... so, I'm trying to find something new everytime I wake up to start another boring day...Well, not always boring... sometimes, there are something to cherish me... but sometimes...it SUX... that's why... and... so cut this part... It's making me cry...LOL... Okay.. tomorrow is a Saturday... and life is so damn unfair...(or maybe the HM is unfair) there's xtra class... ARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!! And Jan's bday... wonder why people so excited when bday coming near...so happy... but when that person dies.... they'll cry like anything...that's why... life is cruel... it will make you enjoy the early years... and make the rest suffer when it came to the end... She's my best buddy... and I'm not happy bcuz her age increases...shortening her life span...We're not immortal....all living things will die someday...
I don't want anyone I know to die....It will be nice if this moment stays... we will be teenagers all the time... Haha..impossible!! Now... should I come to Saturday school or what...?? Beacuse I've got a few more Elements to add to my history project... Ugh... SICk...nevermind..sick now it's ok... it's going to be 60% of my history mark in the exam in the next two years... 60%!!!!! So...I'm willing.... (come...dun come...come...dun come....*sigh*)
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